I have a bit of a medical issue going on and probably won't be terribly active in Forums until early next week. I will eek out a few posts here and there when I feel like it but not as quickly as I usually try to respond. I wanted to let my RP partners know so they didn't feel abandoned. ~hugs~

Well I decided to start a journal of sorts. Not really one about my life necessarily, although things might creep in upon occasion. Instead this will mostly be dedicated to things I find amusing or infuriating as I usually feel one way or the other on any given subject.

Today I want to discuss the unsung Super Heroine of DC Comics!

That would be Lois Lane. You probably didn't even know she had a super power! Well she obviously did! She had the mystical, indestructible, Voo-Doo Poonannie! Let's face it folks she had to have. Superman would have gutted her like a fish from pelvis to sternum in one thrust without meaning to. One little slip and ... rip, tear and splat! But no! Her superpowered va-jay-jay could take the punishment dished out by the man of steel and come up smiling or at least unharmed and hopefully satisfied.

She was probably the only thing that kept the world safe. Can you imagine a sexually frustrated Superman? I thought not. That and she had the best disguise ever. Normal human girl. Who could prove any different considering her gift or possibly gifts. Not sure if any other orifices were super indestructible or not since we can't be sure how kinky Clark was. We might have several places to contemplate more in depth. I will have to ponder on that a bit.

Well this is a very short rant/talk but I think there is some sort of point to it or at the least someone will grin. Will think of more and peck it out on the old computer as it comes to me!

Every time I try I fail. And every time the pain gets worse and worse. I am done being hurt. Done with love. It feels like I can't think about anything anyone more. I can't do what I always do. Games...computer..tv. All things I love and enjoy seem so difficult to enjoy now. My mind feels broken and I am alone again.

So I know I have Rps that I am running/helping with and am also in. The Star Wars one, which seemingly died on it's own (where I'm posting.), the X-men one, which is going slow. And my Final Fantasy RP, which is booming and slowing down at the moment.

Now the reason for the apologies is because with everything going on in my personal life I need to focus on those issues and now what to post where. I need a break. I've been stressing and things have gotten really bad at my dad's house. So I'm sorry for this, but I need to get away. I will pop on facebook every now and then, and I may hop on here to post if I'm in a better mood, but as of right now I need to get away and take a vacation. So I give you all my love and hugs (and for some kisses.). I will be back soon enough, but those who need me I have IMs (Yahoo and AIM that I can access throug SMS texting on my phone). If it is absolutely important you can reach me that way. Otherwise please don't bug me. I have enough that I am dealing with. Not saying there aren't people who I won't talk to (like Sithy, Price, Corinthi, Misha, Falcon, and a few others) because I adore you guys. You are the greatest friends and have been there for me since I joined. I'm very grateful, I will not cut you guys out.  Now for rules for those who want to IM me. Please, for your sake, follow them.

Rules:
1. Must be important. Like someone is dieing important (and not a character.)
2. You absolutely need help and no one else can (I better be the last resort.)
3. I'm needed in the RP. I know for the FF one I will be needed because I play the major bad guys, but I have people who are helping out (Price and Corinthi.) If you have any problems address them before me or have them contact me.
4. If I've never talked to you on IM before tell me WHO YOU ARE! If I don't know you, I will not respond. So when you say hey, you need to include It's [insert name here].

That's pretty much it. Please abide to these rules. I'm not in the right mind frame and I will not hesitate to yell/curse at anyone.

I just wanted to say I'm sorry if I'm being a massive pain in the backside lately with my posts. I'm just a tad bit stressed with personal stuff going on. Sometimes I will post everyday, maybe a few times a day depending on how active the partner is too. Then sometimes I wont reply for a few days, or just reply to certain rps and leave others for a while.
It's not me being horrible or just ignoring/abandoning (I will let you know if I no longer want to continue a rp) its basically me completely blank and have no idea what to put so I will leave it for a while and move onto something I have an idea for then come back to the other one when I can think again.

Please be patient with me I'm going through huge changes at the moment being 9 weeks pregnant, yeah its not that long but my emotions and everything are sky rocketing, one minute I'm happy as anything next minute I want to randomly burst out crying and it's probably going to get worse as time passes and I wont be here as much as I have been.

Thanks guys ^_^